Stewart – I am taken to a time when I see a face in an era when paper money was first starting to be printed in the United States. You had a narrow face with reddish complexion, fair reddish hair, teeth were crowded, British decent from your father’s side. He helped make muskets. He had an engineer kind of mind, he was very intelligent.
When you were a boy, you ran freely on hilly beautiful stretches of land. I see the location was in West Virginia or Virginia, close to each other’s boarders. It was beautiful landscapes and really quite a heavenly place to be as a child. You were the only boy in a family of girls so you received special attention. You were very smart and the local mothers tried to keep up teaching you new things because you would learn and absorb information so quickly! Your intelligence became well known and as a young man, and were considered a “steward” when you were awarded a government position, not as a politician but more of an overseer, confidant and support person. I see your name was Chester.
You were completely entrusted and placed in production and creation of new currency. You had input into some of the design and parts of the engineering of it. You were paid well at the time. It was a satisfying job because you could use your creativity and see the production of the trust notes being put into circulation. You felt very fortunate to have this responsibility being so young.
You were not a “rich” man then, but became very comfortable and soon after you were working, you courted a society girl and became engaged and married “right” woman…..her name was Catherine. It was more of a societal arrangement than romantic love, but you two were happy enough together, there was nothing unpleasant that you could not accept in each other. She had a little nervous tick in her lip and she tried to cover it up by talking a lot. Your wife in that lifetime is someone you are related to presently, perhaps your sister or first cousin. Your current mother just came up and she looks to be your same mother in that lifetime. She very much has her arms extended and wanting to give the world to you. I feel a lot of love from her toward you.
Fast forward…..several years later spending much time in your job, it became somewhat of boring for you, as you always wanted and needed more and different things to do. One of the things that helped you was to reminiscent about your past freedom as a child. Your mind was able to take you away to pleasant moments easily. You tended to daydream when you were bored at work. And you even fantasied to take the printed money and “hideout” but you never did because you had way too much to lose – mainly your family and standing in the community and you were far too logical to do something like that. You were a complex man.
Your and Abigail’s paths crossed during that lifetime, she was not your wife but someone you longed for because Abigail was an outspoken free woman, she was not married and was kind of tom-boy. You would see her at town gatherings and she was a beautiful figure for you and she became etched deep in your psyche. You started to became a little obsessed with her.
First Lifetime I see….
Abigail – First of all you were stunningly beautiful with long thick dark hair and your eyes were strikingly beautiful, almond shaped and deep blue. Other women did not like their husbands to look into your eyes and said you possessed evil.
You always had several men who longed for you (Chester being one of them) which gave you much attention from many admirers. And for Chester, you were a secret fantasy dream woman. It appears that thinking of you helped him escape his day-to-day “grind”.
During this lifetime I see so much of the “constitution” going around you and you knew and understood that this was a very historical place and time. You were not too interested in marriage and tried to figure out how not to get married. You were very smart and your thoughts were valued by politicians but unfortunately many jealous wives did not want you speaking or making eye-contact with their husbands. You were not too interested in marriage and tried to figure out how to get out of it.
I do see you were a lover to a powerful political man and he loved your fertile mind and views. He used many of your thoughts in his speeches which centered on freedom and independence. Although you were a little frustrated over not getting the recognition for your freedom thoughts, you overcame it knowing your thoughts would benefit a nation for lifetimes to come. You saw the greater cause and knew in your heart and mind that you made an everlasting impression and difference in a nation forming itself.
I see your support system in that lifetime was working with your “sisters” in a brothel, it was a discreet business but everyone in town knew what was really going on. You had many beautiful things to wear, made from exotic materials, colors and hand sewn by your sisters. The styles you help create ended up starting new trends among affluent society.
You became the “mother” of the sisters and your idea was each sister would wear a unique beautiful different color. You had a rainbow of girls you liked to say. You always made sure that you looked regal, dignified and proper when you went out. You had a main escort who took you to events, shopping and errands. I have to say I even see a feather in your hat, totally pretty, purple color, very pretty face.
I see that you tripped and fell on a lantern and your dress caught fire, it was quite scary, but one of the girls saved you by throwing a bowl of water on the bottom of your dress. She who saved you is important because she is your best friend presently. You had some burns on your legs but I see you recovered because you had local doctors looked after you very well (you were their favorite patient!) 🙂
I do not see a traumatic death in this lifetime but understand that you passed by natural causes, everyone really catered to you, and at times you were a little dramatic, but this was part of your personality.
You were happy and content and did not marry in this lifetime. This was shown to me first and somehow it was a lifetime that is influencing you today. It was a colorful life and very satisfying and rewarding because of your influence in all who you touched then. Your thoughts, style and friendships were deeply felt.
Second lifetime I see….
The prior lifetime – just prior to Abigail’s lifetime
I see an earlier lifetime that you were very wise and understood past lives and there were a few of you who thought like this…. it was kept very quiet. You were deeply spiritual in earthly ways which was taught to you by your mom. She was from the Cherokee tribe and your father fought in a war. You kept your spiritual awareness to yourself, but was a very active young woman who loved political conversations (again) . You were happy and knew how to overcome any daily adversity that may arise.
I see a childbirth in this lifetime, the father of your child was not close by, he was a very unique man and was a “soul searcher” and you two loved each other very much. He had the opportunity to work as a trail blazer which he very much wanted to do. It was a difficult decision for you to come to grips with but he was determined to be a part of a new adventure with the hopes of a new life for you and your baby son. When you said your farewells you both knew it may be years if ever you would get to see him again.
You and your mother raised your son together and at times, different men played father roles to him. It was into the fourth year of your husbands departure when you fell in love with one of the men. He was there daily. You couldn’t help fall in love with him seeing how he treated your son and your mother.
You both filled a void for each other and you two decided to be together. He was a white man. I see that it was a very difficult situation for you, should you remain a faithful wife or start a new one together life together with him. As it turns out it was the right decision, because your husband never did return. You received a letter from one of his co-workers that he was accidentally killed by a large piece of clearing equipment.
Another very difficult part of your life was shortly you married your mother passed away with a fever (Yellow Fever). It was a rough and rugged existence and you and your new husband needed each other for survival.
When you would go to town, once or twice per year, because it was a long journey there, you observed how comfortable wealthy people looked and how they lived. You wanted that lifestyle eventually, and you were wise to know that if you were going to come back in a future life it would be someone with means and wealth….So that is why you came back as Abigail. It was difficult to see your name in this lifetime.
This is three-four hundred years ago…..I see a lifetime that you with beautiful clothing dancing for a Turkish Sheikh. You had beautiful eyes and all the fine things, clothing, shoes, silks and in particular you had the most gorgeous eyes, the Sheikh longed to possess. He had many women in his harem and you were one of them. He fell in love with your eyes and decided to make you his his head wife, because he wanted you to bear as many children as you could so he could own a “nation” of beautiful eyed children.
You were honored to be his main wife and had a fantastic wedding ceremony and grandest of parties that lasted days with lavish gifts, food, wine, and celebration. It was a major event and solidified you as his princess.
Soon after your honeymoon, you were pregnant. You gave birth to a boy with beautiful eyes. Happy times and celebrations followed. You gave birth to baby two and three consecutively and then cam baby four and you were really tired of being pregnant and you had had enough. You really needed a break for awhile because you were tired all the time and cared so much for you children and it was very uncomfortable for you.
You knew of a “doctor” who could give you special herb that would help prevent pregnancy so on the sly you decided to purchase then and keep it hidden from your Master/husband. But because word travels fast who wants these herbs, the information got back to your husband.
When he found out and realized you were betraying his trust, he did not want to be made of fool of (he had a huge ego!) he was quick to make a decision to have you killed immediately. He ordered his man to sneak up on you and behead you.
It was so quick that you did not really feel it and you really didn’t know what happened as you left your body. From your perspective you were in your body and left it quickly thinking you fainted. You floated above the scene not understanding what had happened. You kept watch over your young children’s life from a spiritual level and protected them too.
It was such a shock to the community that it made everyone very afraid of your husband. There was a burial for you but it was rather humble, as he said you were a betrayer. He had to prove his strength as the Sheikh.
However, his deep sorrow and guilt (big mistake) caused a painful existence for the rest of his life and when he looked into your children’s eyes it basically drove him insane. You never wanted to have another lifetime with him, but he has always been searching for you because of his tremendous guilt. You are protected from incarnating with him, however, you loved your children and they loved you too, and you have had a few lifetimes with them.